My dear:

看你这么甜美的笑容~

可爱到~

你的臭小瓜~好想你~真的~wuwuwu~
怎会这样呢~我太寂寞？好想为你做些事~
可是又不知做什么~~总觉得自己好像很奇怪~
坐不立的~你啊~小bb~我好想你~
Bb~你知道吗？我爱你~呵呵~
一步都不想离开你~想你无时无刻都在我身边~
如果时间允许~我会很霸道得把你给留在我身旁~
一直紧紧的搂着你~你是多么的温暖啊~嘟嘟的~
所以啊~不减肥也没关系~你这么辛苦~我会心疼~
Bb~你知道吗？你真的很可爱！！想baby一样可爱~
哈哈~好想抱着你~很安全~天塌下来都不会害怕~
希望世界末日的那一天~你是紧紧的抱着我~
至少我不会带着害怕~你一定会用神的话语来安慰我~
在天堂~我们依然会是一对的~宝贝啊~我不想~
其实我不想~在天堂~我们的关系是好像兄妹的关系~
我好想这样爱你一千万年~我真的很爱你的~wuwuwu~
Bb~你知道吗？我喜欢你的笑~你的笑比谁都还要帅~
我噢~会很专心的看你笑~呵呵~你笑我心也会笑~
你啊~很不公平的~上帝给你这么美的笑容~
笑的跟彩虹一样每~一样幸福~看着你笑~
哈哈~我就会发呆~很自然的就会发呆~
心里就会想~wow~你笑的真好看啊~
不去跟牙膏打广告~真浪费~埋没你的天分~哈哈哈哈~
Bb~你知道吗？我不是完美的人~所以我比谁都认真爱你~赶上你的标准~
我~~~很认真的爱你~很努力~很拼命的~我好想好好的给你我全部~
可是我看不见你的终点~你的未来~你的情~是否完全属于我一人~
可是我希望~我的全部都是属于你一人~希望我的快乐伤悲都跟你分享~
我先睡觉了~累了~明天再继续写~哈哈~~muackzss~~~加油~

it is worse day~

wuwuwu~rain so heavy after my tuition at perijaya~
i feel so helpless~dunno how to go back home~
but i still walk out~brave againt the rain~
it's lightning n thundering outside~i'm so scare~
Finally i go into a bus~but i totally wet~
i felt so cold!!!damn cold!!!can somebody come n giv me a warm hug!!!
wuwuwu~kesian me~
when i reach to the bus stop which is nearby my house~
the rain is more heavier~wtf~haiz~
i decided to walk back home under the heavy rain~
bt in half way~i go back to the busstop~i'm not brave enuf to walk back~
during the raintime~the ppl drive more faster~it's so scare me!!!AHHHH~SOT DE!!!
kurang kemanusiaan!!!!
MAMI DADDY~u all won come to help me~~
DEAR DEAR~wat r u doin~i need u badly~AHH~
Isn't due to my height~the taxi driver cannot c me at all~
they juz take me as a transparent thing!!!!!
wuwuwu~my hand is too short~they not even look back n stop to take me!!!WALAO!!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
DEAR~~~~y u r not beside me~~wat u r wondering from me~the indepentant?the braveness?
Wat don't u think i'm lonely n scare when face tis kind of incident??
i'm nervous when i face it myself~
i'm desperate to get help from u!!u know it~
can u give me the warm when i need u~bt u juz nt around me~i'm was totally scare until cry alone at the busstop~~
i need u~u know!!!bt wat i'm feel~is~
u juz pretend tat u dun know everything~would u?
u r busy~u r busy busy busy n busy~
Am i important?Am i worth enough enuf to get help from u?
Ami i??Am i worth enuf to let u put down ur work n come i find me~
even u cann't get any result in searching me~bt i juz wan to know~
do u worry me?do u care me?